It all affects you eventually. From being busted by cops on late night excursions to not getting homework done and having bad grades. Every little thing i do changes the mass outcome of things in the long run...and is it worth it? Well I spend most of my days at school, come home for 2 minutes and leave, I head out with friends throw 20 dollars to the tank, 10 dollars to ciggarettes, and 30 dollars to other things. I drive around all day, smoke, and do nothing. I explore new spots that no ones been before then i come home pass out without a word to mom. My days go like that, Every now and again i throw in a few hours of work to support my teenage habits. But things could be better, i could not drown myself in cancer, i could do my work ontime and well, i could talk to my family, and try doin things that wont get me or others in trouble. Ive thought this way before with no action behind my words just thoughts flowing around me, but its different now. After dealing with a drunk boyfriend last night, realizing i have one day to do all my homework, i have to work, and i still wont do anything i need to. Well thats got to change im changing for the better because every stupid mistake that i do that makes me mad is my fault, and the truth is it would just be easier if i did what i should, so what im trying to say is you need to consider what you do before you do it because it all comes back to you eventually.